I haven't been on this forever so what can I really say, theres so much.

I graduated on the 8th that was fun a little overwhelming but awesome I toke pictures of everyone whether or not I had talked to them in months I missed them, lets just say there was only one thing missing. Crossing the stage was scary I was fine at the start, relaxed when I heard "Yay Raven" from a newly familiar voice. Then the principal points to Kenny where then I got a good look at the audience and start to freeze, finally those 30 secs are over and now Its Derins turn Yay go Derin!!!

Now for fun day get our yearbooks don't have to say anything and Derins first to sign it then we head downstairs Taylor is 2nd and Derin was like don't sign there It will smudge but Taylor didn't listen good for him I stayed longer then I would have any previous years and went home at one but not before Derin asked me to join him and his friends for a limo ride to prom dinner/dance but Prom is what it is.

Prom Day I start to think Its a setup, come on I haven't even known Derin for 2 weeks and he's not the usually type of guy I like. Meeting at Alex Owens I've never even talked to her this is scary but I got a little reassurance from a message on facebook from Derin saying be there at 3:30, Oh great an hour to get ready!! but I made it!!

When I arrived I rung the doorbell, heard Derins voice he opened it and was the only one there he got the times mixed up by half an hour or did he? So when everyone who included Alex O., Sam O., Samantha S, got ready the limo arrived we went to Saxe Point to take pics thats when I finally clicked in "When did Derin become my date, I thought he already had one" so we toke cute coupling photos, we also went to another place on my street to take even more some shots of the girls too, everyone was staring!!!

Arrived up to the Empress in a limo to the theme song "Fresh Prince of Bel-Air by Will Smith" blaring great way to make an entrance. I noticed Derin is quirky he has confidence and definitely isn't shy unlike me. I didn't talk to many of my friends I just toke the night by living in the moment. Derins table included my old crush Gen, and they were sitting beside each other chatting it up so much but It wasn't awkward, It was perfect except.......

We didn't get our table together so for the dinner part I had to go sit at my table that was far away from theirs. I was so bored I liked and knew one girl (Shannon) but this girl Emily who said something really rude to me one day and was so annoying was at that table too. Soon as dessert came I was full so I headed back to the table with Gen and Derin, Gen had left but he came back, It toke Derin 30 secs to realize I was there Sam had to point it out.

Time to dance that was fun never had I danced like that before I loosened up and it was fun, Derin also wanted me to come to the after party at Shawnigan so we got that all sorted. We left early so we could take the bus to Shawnigan a cab back when he got dropped off first he asked me to step out so I did. After that the cab driver said I rolled my eyes when Derin said "his date" I didn't do that on purpose maybe I was like Is this for real.

Met at fleming to catch those buses I wasnt sure where he was but he came to get me after I had talked to my friend Dan. Busride there was boring but we almost died!!! Almost fell off the cliff Derin seemed the most scared!!!!!!! So at Shawnigan I stayed up all night talked to people I had never before like Andrew and Jordan!!! Didn't see much of Derin but he came up alot to me to give me hugs AWWWWWEEEE!!! He was really loud the loudest there Id say so guess we're like complete opposites, he drank a bit too much!!! I was so cold but once it was all over the bus ride home was WAY BETTER and because he was hungover he stayed at my place from 9am to 5:30pm he needed sleep.....we said goodbye but I'm not saying much.

Now he confuses me............